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CLUBS SHOULD PLAY SONGS LIKE THIS ALL NIGHT.

I don't know if it makes me happy but I want to listen to this all night and drown myself in me

No more shall I hide in fear when my father takes away the modem.

The joys of modern technology experienced first hand

This is why people become morbidly obese and die.

Go go go go it's full of unhealthy shit which in most cases actually look good heh.

Monty python hehee

Yesterday/This morning

Was out with the guys and caught 2012, followed by an entire night out at punggol park. It wasn't too hard to stay up as we only had to for 4 hours or so, the movie started at 12.15am and ended at 3ish. I knowww I was meant to go out with david and wanie but the sms came in late. My phone's dying it's in it's terminal stagesss. This is when smses sent hours ago only reach you when you call someone/text someone, and when incoming calls cannot get through.

So harry's call didn't get through. David's sms got to me at around 8pm. Mum called but I only got the update this morning at 6. Reuben's smses only came in at 8am just now and Daphne's going on a rant because she couldn't call me at 11 last night.

Sigh. I think it's time to get a new phone, but to be honest I'm still quite happy with my current one. Though it's literally falling apart, like missing infrared port screen and a broken side panel, I still love it very much. It's been with me for 3 years already we've been through thick and thin.

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I felt horrible last night while walking about in punggol park, though it was nice, the clouds were purple and weather was awesome (the aftermath of a heavy down pour) but I ~*~succumbed~*~ died in the park.

I've been feeling horrible

But the contacts are gone! So yes things will settle down in me.

Oh my god what's wrong with me

So yes, I have decided to stop wearing contacts. It occurred to me today that apart from how I look without my specs, the issue of me being extremely uncomfortable with myself while wearing contacts is just, well eccentric.

I've grown into this paranoid person over the span of one week. This feeling of being so down and low about yourself all the time has got to stop it's so annoying. Let alone it being responsible for making me a mood spoiler. I have got to stop being so uncomfortable with myself. So goodbye contacts you were an experience but I think my spectacles make me me.

Shall not bother about the money spent, I'll take it as I went through a phase.

And.

I'm sorry david lol. And wanie you bitch I'm sorry as well, I still love you! <3

You know how much I fucking treasure you 4 women right.

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And I still wish to go to clarke quay and also go about town at night, there's so much about night life I enjoy.

Brightly wound brightly wound brightly wound I shall play it all day

So lessons started at 8am today but I totally forgot about it. It was web publishing so I decided to give it a miss when I found out I was already 2 hours late. Not exactly the wisest thing to do, but I figured out that even if I were to rush to school I'd only be able to catch 45minutes of it. In which it was impossible to learn anything.

I'm still stuck at the very basics, I have no idea of whatever is going on. This sick feeling I get from IT related subjects make me hate them. Last semester it was ITB now it's web publishing. Oh god I hate them so much I don't ever want to do anything related to them when I grow up.

But sigh I don't have a choice. It's so annoying all these technical IT stuff, the setting up a web page from scratch, the basic knowledge of html blah blah oh god I can go on and on and on on how much I hate dreamweaver.

The test is coming soon, I still have yet to learn the flash aspect of dreamweaver.

Oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn why why why why why I dread IT related stuff so muchhhhhhhhhhhh I shrivel up inside whenever I'm doing this.

Someone sit with me and go on a 1 on 1 tutorial of dreamweaver please. I just want to pass the test and never talk about it ever again.

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I feel like going to clarke quay! Sit by the river banks at night and have dinner at waraku later. The rocking awesome view they have up there sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I think the vid's pretty!

Fucking in love with the attire. Having ang moh models all the time is boring.

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Anyway.

I think it's time I become more socially responsible with booze and shit, yes?? No, not abstinence, just that I need to exercise more discipline :/

I don't want to collapse and wheeze to my death due to health complications when I'm 50. Or 35 for that matter.

And I'll stop whining about my contacts, no not totally, because I'll die if I do so. They'll grow on me in time so I should be fine. Though I'll crumble inside the moment I see my reflection. UGH EYES EYES EYES.

oh sigh I don't know.

never mind bai

#3: New fragrances.

Dad just came back from Thailand and he got me Calvin Klein, though the smell is similar to that of ~yours~, I'll be fine. It's the brand rather than the fragrance I suppose.

Joy for smelling new!

Thankyouthankyou

note to self: My Kenzo still lies in that small compartment waiting to be used, fragrances won't die or something if I don't use them for too long right???

absolute and malbaro only exist on fridays and saturdays.

I want to spend my afternoons doing nothing at somewhere quiet, followed by a night of activity while being light headed and ultimately collapsing from exhaustion and happy.

I want to live like a 17, or an 18 for that matter